I have named you queen. There are taller ones than you, taller. There are purer ones than you, purer. There are lovelier ones than you, lovelier.
But you are the queen.
When you go through the streets no one recognizes you. No one sees your crystal crown, no one looks at the carpet of red gold that you tread as you pass, the nonexistent carpet.
And when you appear all the rivers sound in my body, bells shake the sky, and a hymn fills the world.
Only you and I, only you and I, my love, listen to it.
Your Hands
When your hands go out, love, toward mine, what do they bring me flying? Why did they stop at my mouth, suddenly, why do I recognize them as if then, before, I had touched them, as if before they existed they had passed over my forehead, my waist?
Their softness came flying over time, over the sea, over the smoke, over the spring, and when you placed your hands on my chest, I recognized those golden dove wings, I recognized that clay and that color of wheat.
All the years of my life I walked around looking for them. I went up the stairs, I crossed the roads, trains carried me, waters brought me, and in the skin of the grapes I thought I touched you. The wood suddenly brought me your touch, the almond announced to me your secret softness, until your hands closed on my chest and there like two wings they ended their journey.
fromAutumn Testament
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at last he turns in ecstasy to his love
Matilde Urrutia, I'm leaving you here all I had, all I didn't have, all I am, all I am not. My love is a child crying, reluctant to leave your arms, I leave it to you for ever - you are my chosen one.
You are my chosen one, more tempered by winds than thin trees in the south, a hazel in August; for me you are as delicious as a great bakery. You have an earth heart but your hands are from heaven.
You are red and spicy, you are white and salty like pickled onions, you are a laughing piano with every human note; and music runs over me from your eyelashes and your hair. I wallow in your gold shadow, I'm enchanted by your ears as though I had seen them before in underwater coral. In the sea for your nails' sake, I took on terrifying fish.
Your eyes widen from south to south, your smile goes east and west; your feet can hardly be seen, and the sun takes pleasure in dawning in your hair. Your face and your body come from hard places, as I do, from rain-washed rituals, ancient lands and martyrs. The Bio-Bio still sings in our bloodstained clay, but you brought from the forest every secret scent, and the way your profile has of shining like a lost arrow, an old warrior's medal. You overcame me with love and origins, because your mouth brought back ancient beginnings, forest meetings from another time, dark ancestral drums. I suddenly heard myself summoned - it was far away, vague. I moved close to ancient foliage, I touched my blood in your mouth, dear love, my Araucana.
What can I leave you, Matilde, when you have at your touch that aura of burning leaves, that fragrance of strawberries, and between your sea-breasts the half-light of Cauquenes, and the laurel-smell of Chile?
It is high autumn at sea, full of mists and hidden places; the land stretches and breathes, leaves fall by the month. And you, bent over my work, with both passion and patience, deciphering the green prints, the spiderwebs, the insects of my fateful handwriting. Lioness on your little feet, what would I do without the neat ways of your hands? Where would I be wandering with no heart, with no end? On what faraway buses, flushed with fire or snow?
I owe you marine autumn with dankness at its roots and fog like a grape and the graceful sun of the country; and the silent space in which sorrows lose themselves and only the bright crown of joy comes to the surface. I owe you it all, my unchained dove, my crested quail, my mountain finch, my peasant from Coihueco.
Sometime when we've stopped being, stopped coming and going, under seven blankets of dust and the dry feet of death, we'll be close again, love, curious and puzzled. Our different feathers, our bumbling eyes, our feet which didn't meet and our printed kisses, all will be back together, but what good will it do us, the closeness of the grave? Let life not separate us; and who cares about death?
some ask praise of their fellows but i being otherwise made compose curves and yellows, angles or silences to a less erring end)
myself is a sculptor of your body's idiom: the musician of your wrists; the poet who is afraid only to mistranslate
a rhythm in your hair, (your fingertips the way you move) the painter of your voice-- beyond these elements
remarkably nothing is. . . . therefore,lady am i content should any by me carven thing provoke your gesture possibly or
any painting (for its own reason) in your lips slenderly should create one least smile (shyly if a poem should lift to me the distinct country of your eyes, gifted with green twilight)
She tells her love while half asleep, In the dark hours, With half-words whispered low: As Earth stirs in her winter sleep And puts out grass and flowers Despite the snow, Despite the falling snow.
Like Snow
She, then, like snow in a dark night Fell secretly. And the world waked With dazzling of the drowsy eye, So that some muttered 'Too much light', And drew the curtains close. Like snow, warmer than fingers feared, And to soil friendly; Holding the histories of the night In yet unmelted tracks.
Although Bertha Young was thirty she still had moments like this when she wanted to run instead of walk, to take dancing steps on and off the pavement, to bowl a hoop, to throw something up in the air and catch it again, or to stand still and laugh at--nothing--at nothing, simply.
What can you do if you are thirty and, turning the corner of your own street, you are overcome, suddenly, by a feeling of bliss--absolute bliss!--as though you'd suddenly swallowed a bright piece of that late afternoon sun and it burned in your bosom, sending out a little shower of sparks into every particle, into every finger and toe?. .